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Capitolul VIII · In Plain Sight

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VIII – In Plain Sight

The river keeps whatever you leave on the bank.

The tunnel was as warm as before. The boot prints in the dust had multiplied, fresher now, all pointing the same way. The crate lid was gone. The drag marks had been trodden over, as if someone had come and gone several times that day.

Maxim walked in front, the crowbar in one hand, his lamp turning from the left wall to the right one, then back. At every step.

— Stop looking at the walls, Krista said. You’re making me look too.

— That’s the idea.

The low chamber before the slab was already lit.

Not by their lamp. Field lanterns stood along the edges of the floor at equal distances, giving a steady yellow light, like a hall laid out for a ceremony. At the far end stood the slab with the tree. In that light the carved roots seemed to move.

In the middle of the chamber, on a metal folding chair, sat a man.

He held a thin folder on his crossed knee. When they came in, he closed it, set it on the floor beside the chair and rose without hurry, the way a host rises for guests he has been expecting.

Maxim stopped by the left wall, Tesa by the right. Krista and Soles were between them, facing the slab. Varren stayed by the entrance.

Soles knew him before the man smiled. The navy suit. The smooth, narrow face. The hair combed close to the scalp. The side door of police headquarters, the gray car, the little wave across the parking lot.

— Mr. Soles, Kerr’s lawyer said. I’m glad you came. And with your friends. That makes things simpler.

His voice was low and pleasant, without edges. He looked at them one by one, unhurried, as at people in a waiting room. Krista. Maxim and the crowbar. Tesa and the bruise under her eye.

Then Varren.

His gaze stopped there a moment longer than on the others. Long enough to match a face to a description.

— And you came too, he said quietly.

Varren did not answer. Nothing moved in his face. Soles knew that face, and the nothing was what was new.

— Who are you? Maxim asked.

— A man doing his job. This time my job is to open a door. And this door, I’ve recently learned, doesn’t open for me.

He looked at the slab with mild reproach, as at a clerk refusing to stamp a form.

— My people go through any wall in this city. Not through this one.

He made a short gesture over his shoulder.

The walls blurred.

All around them at once, like a pond when someone throws in a handful of gravel. Dust rose and hung in the air. People came out of the stone.

Four. Maybe five. Soles could not count them. They came out the way the first had, shoulder first, in dark clothes without insignia. One came out behind Maxim.

— Wall! Maxim shouted, and turned with the crowbar.

He had time to shout. He had time to turn. The crowbar caught the shoulder of the man still stepping out, with a dry crack of bone. The man staggered.

A second one took Maxim from the side and wrenched his arm behind his back. The crowbar rang on the stone. The man forced Maxim to his knees and bent him forward until his forehead struck the floor.

But he had shouted first. This time he had.

Tesa was already moving. She rocked once on her toes, then her fist went for the nearest of them, with all that weight that was not hers. The man did not dodge. He stepped half back into the wall, as into a doorway.

Tesa’s fist hit the stone.

Something cracked.

She did not cry out. She drew her hand to her chest, white to the lips, and the man came out of the wall beside her and took her by the back of the neck.

Krista had not moved. She stood in the middle of the chamber, her notebook pressed to her chest. The faceless man from Thursday stood behind her. He was not holding her. He did not need to. His hand rested on her shoulder, light, almost friendly, the black knotted cord hanging at his wrist.

Soles felt the cold, patient attention rise in him. He smelled hot iron. He saw everything with a clarity that did not feel like his: one way out, five of them, a cracked rib, a bandaged left hand, a blade under his jacket he did not know how to use. The weight from the slab was still in his right arm, blind, asking for somewhere to go.

One of the men from the wall was watching the place under Soles’s jacket. Not the slab.

— No, the lawyer said gently. Don’t, Mr. Soles. There’s no need. No one has to come to any harm.

He moved his eyes to the hand on Krista’s shoulder, then back.

— I only ask you to put your hand on the stone. Once. Like Thursday.

— And then?

— Then I go in, have a look, and come out. And you all go home. All of you.

— The way Kerr went home?

The lawyer smiled, almost sadly.

— Kerr wrote too much, he said. You don’t have to write anything. You only have to touch a stone.

Kerr wrote. The word went into Soles like a splinter. The man knew there had been pages. Maybe he knew what was on them. Maybe he had them in that thin folder on the floor beside the chair.

Krista was looking at him with wide, very calm eyes, and shaking her head. Barely. No.

Tesa was bent over her broken hand, a stranger’s fist at the back of her neck. Maxim’s breath scraped against the floor.

If Soles touched the stone, the lawyer would go through the round room and into the small one. He would lift a lid Soles had closed with care. If Soles refused, the hand on Krista’s shoulder would stop being friendly.

Soles looked at Varren.

Varren had not moved. He stood by the entrance, the only one no one was holding. None of the men from the wall had gone near him. Two of them were watching him with an attention Soles did not understand.

Varren was looking at the cord on the wrist of the man who held Krista.

His face had gone white.

Soles went to the slab.

He put his right palm on the roots.

The warmth came faster than on Thursday. It was no longer a surprise. It rose through his palm, his wrist, his elbow, and in his chest the place that had widened widened again. Not much. A finger’s width. Enough for him to know it would not close. The pain in his ribs went quiet while his hand stayed on the stone, the way a dog goes quiet when someone bigger than its master walks into the house.

The dust rose. Every lantern flickered at once. The slab drew back without a sound, a hand’s width, two, a step.

The lawyer picked up a lantern and went through the gap without looking at Soles. One of the men from the wall followed him.

Soles kept his palm on the stone. On Thursday the slab had stayed open only while a hand held it. If he let go now, the lawyer and his man would be shut in on the far side, and on this side would be the others: Krista with a hand on her shoulder, Tesa bent over her broken hand, Maxim on his knees. Soles did not know what the men around them would do to keep a door from closing on their master.

He counted. Seconds. Breaths. The lawyer’s footsteps beyond the slab, crossing the round room, passing the man carved on his back with the tree growing from his chest. The steps stopped, turned, went on. A man searching. Then left, toward the low gap the size of a pantry door.

They stopped.

The silence on the other side went on so long that Soles heard water drip from the ceiling behind him. One drop. Another.

Then the steps came back. Faster.

The lawyer came out through the gap with the lantern in his hand. His man stopped beside the opening, facing the room. The lawyer was not smiling anymore. His face was the same, the same pleasant features, the same smooth skin, but without the smile it belonged to someone else. He stopped close enough for Soles to feel his breath.

— There’s a chest in there, he said quietly. Closed. The lid put back neatly. Nothing inside. Only a stain on the bottom. Oil. Long, curved. About a palm and a half.

He held up his free hand, fingers together, to show the length.

— Oil doesn’t stay fresh on wood, Mr. Soles. Something wrapped in oiled leather lay there until very recently.

His eyes went to Soles’s jacket. To the place under the arm, against the ribs.

On Thursday Soles had closed the lid so that no one would see at a glance that the chest had been opened. He had thought about the lid. He had not thought about oil.

— Search them, he said, still looking at Soles. All of them. Him first.

The faceless man took his hand off Krista’s shoulder.

Then, in the round room beyond the gap, came a sound that was neither footstep nor drop.

A long creak. Wood on stone.

They all turned. Even the men from the wall.

Through the gap between the slab and the wall, part of the round room could be seen, faintly lit by the lanterns. On the nearest wall, among the rows of signs, where there had been no door, a door was opening. Narrow, old, wooden, with iron hinges. Beyond it was light. Not lantern light. A warm afternoon light, with dust floating in it.

A smell of melted wax and old paper reached the chamber.

Krista dropped her notebook.

— I know this place, she said, and her voice broke. I’ve never been there. And I know it.

The faceless man had stopped halfway to Soles, one hand still raised. He was looking through the gap at the wooden door. So were the men who held Maxim and Tesa. So was the lawyer, the lantern hanging by his leg.

Maxim lifted his forehead from the floor. The man behind him did not push it down again. He had forgotten Maxim for as long as the door stayed open.

Krista took a step.

— No, Soles said.

She did not hear him. Or she heard and it did not matter. She took another step, then another, arms at her sides, face turned toward the light, the way you turn toward a voice calling you by a name only one person ever used.

— Let her go, the lawyer said quietly.

The faceless man lowered his hand.

The lawyer was watching Krista. The anger had gone from his face, and so had the smile. What replaced them was colder than both: interest. The interest of a man who had spent weeks at a door with a chisel and a drill and now saw, for the first time, that beyond it there were more doors.

Krista passed Soles, so close that her hair brushed his cheek. She did not look at him. She went through the gap, into the round room, past the carved man with the tree in his chest, and stopped on the threshold of the wooden door.

Soles could see part of her. A shoulder, a cheek, a hand lifted and stopped a finger’s width from the frame. Beyond her, in the afternoon light, stood a long table covered in paper. A candle burned half down in a tin holder. Someone sat at the table with their back to the door, bent over a sheet, writing.

Soles could not see who. Only a bent back and a hand moving slowly across the page, as if each letter cost something.

The door had not been there on Thursday. Krista had stood in that same room with her phone raised, and the wall had stayed a wall. Whatever had changed since Thursday had changed in her, not in the wall.

— Krista, he said, louder.

Krista’s hand came down on the doorframe.

The person at the table stopped writing.

And the lawyer turned back to Soles.

— Him, he said. Now.

The faceless man came. He did not hurry. He had no reason to. Soles stood with his palm pressed to the slab and could not take a step. If he took his hand away, the stone might close, and Krista would be left on the other side, with that door open in front of her and whoever sat at the table.

The faceless man stopped beside Soles and opened his jacket.

Not roughly. With almost polite care, the way a tailor opens a client’s coat to take a measurement. His hand slid under the jacket, over the ribs, over the place that hurt anyway, and stopped on the oiled leather. On the curved shape beneath it.

Soles caught him by the wrist.

He had not decided to. His bandaged left hand had gone out on its own, fast, the way a hand goes after a falling mug. The cuts under the bandage tore open. His fingers closed over the black cord. Over the knots. He felt them one beside the other, hard, tight, like a root wrapped around a stone.

No one moved.

The faceless man looked at the hand on his wrist. Then at Soles’s face. For the first time something crossed that face no one could ever remember. Not fear. Not anger. A brief astonishment, like a man who has believed all his life that no one sees him, and hears his name called on an empty street.

He pulled free. The cord slid through Soles’s fingers. The leather stayed under the jacket.

— It’s here, he said to the lawyer, without turning. Under his arm.

— Then take it.

The man raised his hand again.

Maxim’s headlamp, tilted up from the floor, lit the vault for a moment.

Soles looked up.

Long smooth blocks, set without mortar, holding back the earth and the river above their heads. He had spent half his life looking at things that held other things up: beams on the port cranes, brackets, the frame of a press. His father used to say you never look at the part that seems to carry everything. You look at the one behind it.

At the crown of the vault, one block was wedged between the others, narrower at the bottom than at the top.

Under his palm the slab was warm and alive, and it was not alone. It leaned against the walls, the walls against the vault. Soles felt the load through the stone the way he felt a bad bearing through the housing of a pump: not with his eyes. Every block pressed on its neighbor. Along the edges of the narrow one, the pressure gathered.

Move that one, and the rest follow.

It was not Leonatus. It did not smell of hot iron. It was not Elias’s patience either. It was his own, the thought of a man who repaired machines.

The faceless man opened the jacket again.

Soles pushed.

Not with his hand. His hand stayed on the slab. He pushed with the weight that had sat in his right arm since Thursday, the blind pressure that had wanted somewhere to go. He meant to give it a little. Enough to shift one stone and make them all look up.

It did not come out a little.

The place in his chest that had widened twice opened a third time, all the way, like a door flung back against a wall. The warmth went up through his arm and out of him, into the slab, the walls, the narrow stone, the way water bursts from a split pipe. He could not have closed it if he had tried.

Every lantern went out.

In the dark, dust rose from the floor to the ceiling. Soles felt it on his face, on his lips. From above came a sound he had never heard: a long, deep crack from inside the stone, like a great bone giving way slowly.

Someone shouted. The lawyer, maybe.

Maxim’s lamp came back on, its beam shaking toward the ceiling.

The crown stone had dropped. A finger’s width. Maybe two. Around it, through joints no blade had ever entered, water was coming in.

It did not drip. It ran. Thin, then thick, in black strands that twisted and fell with the sound of summer rain. Cold water that smelled of silt and reeds.

The river.

— Out! the lawyer said, and his voice was no longer pleasant or low. Everyone out. Now!

The men from the wall let go of Maxim. They let go of Tesa. They did not run for the tunnel. They turned to the walls and went into them, shoulder first, hurried now, careless, the way people jump into freezing water. The stone blurred behind them and set.

The faceless man was last. He stopped with one foot in the wall and one still out, half of him swallowed by stone, and looked at Soles. Not at the jacket. At his face.

Then he was gone.

The lawyer snatched the thin folder from the floor and ran for the tunnel, the dead lantern in his other hand, through water already over his ankles. He did not look back. Soles watched the folder go with him.

A second block gave way beside the crown, grinding. Through the gap burst a whole vein of water, thick with earth and reed roots.

— Soles!

Maxim was on his feet, blood on his forehead, the crowbar back in his hand. He had found it by groping in the water. Tesa stood against him, her broken hand held to her chest, the other gripping his shoulder so as not to fall.

— Take your hand off the stone! It’s all coming down!

Soles did not take his hand away.

Through the gap, in the round room, the afternoon light still poured from the wooden door, warm and steady, as if the water and the cracking and the dark belonged to another world. On the threshold stood Krista.

She had not turned. She stood with her hand on the frame, looking at the person at the table.

The person at the table had stood up.

He faced her now. Soles could see part of him against the light: a man neither tall nor short, sleeves rolled to the elbow, fingers stained with ink. He held a sheet of paper out to her across the table. Like something prepared long ago and kept for her.

Krista reached for it.

The water had reached Soles’s knees.

If he let go, the slab might close, and Krista would be left on the far side with the door and the man and the paper.

If he held on, the vault would come down on all of them.

— Krista! he shouted, with all the air his ribs allowed.

On the threshold of the wooden door, Krista took the paper.

Only then did she turn around.

Krista did not come.

She stood on the threshold of the wooden door with the paper in her hand and her face toward him. Soles saw her eyes through the gap, through the black strands falling from the vault, and there was no fear in them. There was a strange, deep calm, like someone woken in the middle of a sentence she can still hear.

— Krista! Come on!

Her lips moved. Nothing reached him. Behind her the man with the ink-stained fingers had sat down again and was writing, bent close to the page. The afternoon light lay over him like honey.

The water was halfway up Soles’s thighs. It was cold, and it pulled. Not toward the tunnel. Toward the gap, toward the round room, the way water pulls toward a drain.

If he let go, the stone might close. If he held on, he could not reach her.

— Soles. Let go of it!

Maxim had reached him, waist-deep, the crowbar raised over his head like a dead torch.

— I can’t. She’s on the other side.

— Then I’ll get her.

— You won’t get through. Look at it.

Maxim looked. In front of the gap the current turned in a black whirl and swallowed dead lanterns, splinters of board, mud from the vault.

Someone laid a palm on the slab beside Soles’s hand.

— Go, Varren said. I’ve got it.

Soles did not turn to look. There was no time and no room in him for another question. He only felt the warmth under his palm change, the way a cup changes when two hands hold it and you can no longer tell which one is carrying it.

He took his hand away.

The stone did not move.

Soles threw himself at the gap. The current took his legs and pulled him through faster than he could have walked. His ribs caught fire all at once. He hit the edge of the slab, held on with one hand, lost it, and landed on his knees in the round room with his mouth full of water.

Here the water was lower, only ankle-deep, gathering in the middle around the carved man as if he lay in a riverbed. On the walls the rows of signs shone wet in the light from the door.

Krista stood on the threshold.

Soles caught her arm. Her hand was warm. Dry. She looked at him as at someone she had known for years and had not seen in a long time.

— He wrote it for me, she said. Long ago. As if he knew I’d come.

— Tell me outside.

— He isn’t lying to me, Soles. Everyone else is lying about something. He isn’t.

The man at the table stopped writing. He did not look up. He laid the pen on the paper, carefully, as if it must not make a sound.

Soles pulled.

She came. She did not fight him. She took one step back from the threshold, then another, the paper pressed to her chest, and the moment her shoes touched the water of the round room the wooden door closed behind her. Not with a bang. Not with a creak of hinges. It closed the way an eye closes.

The wall was a wall again, with signs.

Soles dragged her toward the gap. The current came at them now, and they had to go back through it. He caught the edge of the slab with his free hand and hauled them along it, Krista clinging to his arm, step by step through the black torrent, his ribs screaming.

They made it through.

In the low chamber the water had reached their waists. Soles stumbled, went down on one knee, came up. Beside the slab someone caught his collar and yanked him upright.

Tesa.

She stood with her broken hand against her chest and her shoulder pressed to the slab, her face white as lime. Varren was beside her. He stood with his back to the stone now, not his palm. His hands were in his coat pockets, though the water came up to his chest. He watched Soles and Krista with the warm, calm look of someone who had been there all along.

Behind them the slab slid back into place without a sound.

Soles looked at the slab, then at Tesa’s shoulder against it.

She held it.

The thought came simply and settled before he could question it. Tesa had held it on Thursday. Tesa had her shoulder to the stone.

— Thank you, he told her.

Tesa did not answer. She was looking at Varren.

Above them the vault cracked again. The crown stone dropped another hand’s width, and beside it the water burst through in one thick black column that hit the floor like a fist and sent a wave up to their shoulders.

The lamp on Maxim’s forehead went out.

The dark was total. Not the dark of a room with the light switched off, where the eyes slowly find the furniture. The dark of a place light had never entered. Soles could not see his own hand. He could not see Krista, though he was holding her arm. There was only the water: falling, running, rising.

— Maxim! someone shouted. Krista!

— Here!

— Where’s the tunnel?

No one knew. The water had turned them, pushed them, spun them. The tunnel might be ahead. It might be behind. It might have been underwater for some time.

— I’ve got a wall, Tesa said. I don’t know which one.

— Don’t hold the wall! Krista shouted. If they come out of it—

She did not finish.

The water reached Soles’s neck. He lifted his chin. He felt the blade under his jacket, cold through the leather. He felt the place in his chest that had opened three times and now stood open like a broken window letting in the cold. Whatever had been in his arm, he had spent it on the vault. He had nothing left to push with.

Then, across the dark water, a light appeared.

Red. Unsteady. Like the glow of a fire seen at night in the window of a far-off house. It spread over the surface in thin trembling bands and grew stronger.

Soles turned his head toward it.

In the wall to their left, above the water, where there had been only stone, something had opened. Not a wooden door. A round opening with worn edges, like the entrance to a tower. Beyond it a stone staircase climbed in a spiral, and from high up, very far up, came down the light of a great living fire.

On the first step stood a man.

He was old. He had the crooked shoulders of a man who has carried loads all his life, and his hands were black with soot to the elbows. A bundle of firewood was tied to his back with rope. He looked down at the water, at them, without surprise, the way a man on a harbor wall watches boats come in out of the dark.

Beside Soles, Maxim went rigid.

In the red light Soles could see him: soaked, the crowbar still in his hand, his face lifted toward the step.

— Tertius, Maxim said, so quietly that Soles barely heard it.

The old man did not answer to the name. He looked at Maxim the way you look at someone you have been waiting for, then shifted the firewood on his back with a tired movement made a thousand times.

— Fire, he said.

His voice was rough, with an accent Soles did not know. That was all he said.

Maxim stared at him. Then up the spiral, at the light coming down from far above. Then, slowly, he turned his back on it.

The firelight caught him from behind and threw his shadow across the water, long and straight, like a road laid out in front of him.

Maxim stood looking down that shadow. His lips moved as if he were checking something against a list.

— The water’s coming in where the mouth is, he said.

His voice did not shake.

— We go against the current. That’s the way out. Where the coldest water comes from.

No one asked how he knew. Once he said it, Soles felt it too: under the warm water swirling back from the temple ran a colder stream, coming down from the tunnel mouth, pressing on his shins.

— Hold on to me, Maxim said. To each other. Not to the walls.

They held on: Soles to Maxim’s shoulder, Tesa’s good hand to Soles’s jacket, Krista to the back of Tesa’s coat. Varren came last.

Maxim set off against the water.

The red light stayed behind them and pushed their shadows ahead. Soles did not turn. Once, behind them, he heard firewood set down on a stone step and the heavy feet of a man climbing a spiral stair, slowly, as he must have climbed it every night of his life.

Then the light went out.

But they were in the tunnel. Cold water hit their chests. Ahead, Maxim felt for the bend with the crowbar; beyond it the low roof would force them down.

At the bend he stopped. Soles braced behind him, but the water took his trailing foot. He struck Tesa, who folded her broken hand against her chest. Krista’s grip slipped from the wet coat.

Her cry went down the tunnel.

Soles turned and reached with his left hand. He caught a sleeve. The cut pulled under the soaked bandage; his fingers gave, and the sleeve slid through them. Krista went backward toward the chamber, her chin barely above water.

He started after her. Maxim’s hand closed on his coat.

No footing. I’ll take him with me.

Soles stopped fighting the grip. He flattened his feet against the inside of the bend and held, making a brace instead of another body in the current.

Varren caught Krista beneath the collar. Water broke over her mouth. She clawed at his arm, pulling him sideways, and he moved one foot against the wall. Then he drew her upright beside him, almost gently. His shoulder barely shifted.

Tesa had turned. Her eyes went from Krista to the hand holding her.

— Stay low, Soles said. At the bend.

Varren put Krista’s hands back on Tesa’s coat and held Krista’s belt himself. This time they bent before the roof reached them and moved one at a time, letting each person find a foothold before the next moved. Soles’s left hand throbbed against his chest. Krista’s coughing carried back through the dark.

As they climbed toward the mouth, the water fell from their chests to their knees. At the end of the tunnel there was a gray patch.

Not light. Only less dark.

They came out through the grate one by one, on hands and knees, through the water pouring into the hole, and dropped onto the gravel between the blocks. Soles lay on his back, face to the sky. It was low and white, as it had been all week.

He rose on one elbow.

The old riverbed was not a riverbed anymore.

Water had risen over the reeds, over the lower blocks, over the gravel where he had fought Tesa. The wooden footbridge had snapped in the middle; the half on their bank floated crooked, caught on its hinges. Across the channel the stone bank had collapsed along dozens of paces, and through the breach the water ran on toward the garden.

Soles got to his feet. His ribs hurt less than they should have. He knew why: cold, fear, the body putting the bill off until later. It would come.

Along with the vault, he understood, the walled-up drains below had given way. The water the blocks had held back for years was looking for its old road, through the garden, where it had run before anyone moved the stones.

The water over his ankles was warm. Warm like the water in the round room. Soles pulled his foot out of it without meaning to.

Beyond the iron fence the garden paths were underwater. The greenhouses stood in it up to their lower panes, and one leaned to the side, glass broken, like a stranded boat. On the terrace from Krista’s photographs, the tables were floating.

Maxim lifted his wrist and looked at his old watch, fogged inside. He shook it and looked again.

— How long were we down there?

No one answered. They had gone down soon after eleven. To Soles it had felt like an hour.

Maxim turned the watch toward them. It was nearly seven.

Maxim turned toward the road, not the garden.

— Someone’s coming, he said.

The road was empty. Soles heard nothing.

Then, far off, a siren started. At the end of the road appeared the lights of a fire engine, then another, then the blue of the police.

Maxim did not look surprised. He looked at his hands. They were black, though he had not touched soot. He rubbed them together slowly and turned his eyes back to the bend in the road, to the place where the next car would appear, before it appeared.

Krista was kneeling on the gravel. The paper from the wooden room was in her hand, wet, stuck to her fingers, the ink spreading at the edges. She smoothed it on her knee like an old photograph.

— What does it say? Soles asked.

The lines were not letters. They were the signs from the temple walls: branching lines, closed circles, open ones.

Krista read them slowly, her lips moving, the way a child reads a hard line. She stopped, started again, stopped.

— I don’t know this language, she said quietly. I never have.

— But?

— But I know what this line says. The way you know what someone has just said to you. Only this one. Not the rest.

She read it in a low voice:

— What has opened does not close again.

No one spoke.

Tesa sat a little apart on a block the water had not reached, her broken hand in her lap. She was not looking at the garden. She was looking at Varren.

He stood beside her, wet through, hands in his pockets, watching the garden like everyone else, with the calm face of a man who sees a disaster and does not yet know its size.

Tesa leaned toward him, then looked away. She spoke so quietly that Soles, three paces off, barely caught it, and only because the siren stopped just then.

— Your palms were dry, she said. Down there.

Varren did not look at his hands. He did not take them out of his pockets. He smiled slowly, as at a child who has said something sweet and meaningless.

— It was dark down there, Tesa. You couldn’t see what was in your own hand. Let’s go home.

They did not go home.

The first firefighters came running down the slope with hoses on their shoulders and flashlights they no longer needed. It was full daylight. At the edge of the water they stopped. One of them looked at the snapped footbridge, the collapsed bank and the garden beyond the fence, and swore softly, almost with respect, the way you swear at something too big to be angry with.

Then they saw the five of them on the blocks, soaked through.

Someone brought foil blankets that rustled like candy wrappers and warmed nothing. Krista bent over her knees until the coughing eased. Someone asked whether anyone else was still in the water.

— No, Soles said.

He was not sure. He thought of the faceless man stepping into the wall, of the lawyer running down the tunnel with a dead lantern, and did not know where they had come out, or whether they had.

A paramedic looked at Tesa’s hand, then at her face.

— What did you hit?

— A wall.

— And the wall?

— The wall won.

The paramedic did not laugh. He splinted her hand with cardboard and told her she was coming in the ambulance; the bones needed setting, and today was better than tomorrow.

Varren stood up from his block.

— I’ll come with you.

— Maxim’s coming.

She did not look at Varren. She walked past him, the foil rustling on her shoulders, and stopped beside Maxim.

— Will you?

Maxim looked at her, then at Soles. Soles nodded.

— I’m coming, Maxim said.

Varren stayed where he was. He smiled with understanding, the way you smile at a tired child who does not want help, and pushed his hands deeper into his pockets.

The investigator arrived before eight.

Soles knew him from a distance by his hunched shoulders and the way he came down the slope, like a man who had come down many slopes and found nothing good at the bottom of any. The same overcoat. The same tired face.

He stopped in front of Soles and looked at him for a long moment. Then at Krista, the paper hidden under her coat. At Maxim, at Varren. At the blocks and the gray water still pouring through the broken bank.

— On Wednesday night I was sent photographs of old drains, he said, with a glance at Krista. Nobody told me anyone meant to go into one at night.

— We went back.

— I can see that.

He passed a hand over his face.

— Tell me what happened down there.

Soles looked at the blocks. He could tell him about men who came out of stone and a lawyer who sat waiting on a folding chair. The investigator would write it down. Then he would ask who could confirm it, and the only answers were four soaked people and a broken hand.

— We went in to look at the signs again, Soles said. The vault gave way. The water came in.

All of it was true. None of it was the answer, and the investigator knew it.

— Nobody sleeps in this story, he said, mostly to himself.

He turned toward the bank. Where the stone had fallen, among tumbled blocks and washed-out earth, the mouth of a stone arch now showed. Round. Old. Half drowned.

— What’s that?

— An old drain, Krista said. One of five on the garden’s original plans. They were walled up after the flood. There’s no record of the work in the files.

— How do you know?

— From the photographs. Before and after. You have some of them already. I put them in the exhibition, and the committee asked me to take them down.

The investigator looked at the half-drowned arch for a while. Something slow happened in his face, the way a sum happens in the face of a man who does not want to do it.

— So the bank didn’t collapse, he said. It gave way. Because someone walled up what shouldn’t have been walled up.

— I don’t know who, Krista said. I know what’s in the pictures.

— I’ll want the originals. Officially. With your signature.

Krista nodded. Soles saw her hand tighten on the paper under her coat.

Up on the road, a car stopped.

Not the gray car. A long black one, clean, with no business beside fire engines. Out of it stepped a man in a dark overcoat, briefcase in hand, hair combed close to the scalp, as if for a meeting at nine sharp.

Soles knew him by his smile.

The lawyer came down the slope at an easy pace, stepping around puddles. There was no mud on him. Not on his shoes, not on the hem of his coat. As if he had never run knee-deep through a tunnel with a dead lantern. As if he had slept all night.

He held out his hand to the investigator.

— Investigator. I was called half an hour ago. I represent the garden’s administration. A tragedy. I hope no one is hurt.

The investigator shook the hand briefly.

— Until Tuesday you represented Mr. Kerr.

— My firm has a number of clients.

— One broken hand, the investigator said. And a bank.

— The bank can be repaired. The committee has already voted, by telephone, for an emergency fund. We’ll take care of everything.

He turned to the five on the blocks, and his smile deepened a little, polite, almost warm.

— Mr. Soles. What a night.

Soles did not answer.

The lawyer’s gaze dropped, unhurried, to Soles’s jacket. To the place under the arm, where the oiled leather lay wet and heavy against his ribs.

It rested there a moment. No longer.

— Do take care, he said. The ground is unstable. One never knows what else will give way.

He turned back to the investigator and began talking about engineers, surveys, access that must be closed at once, in that low, pleasant voice without a single edge. The investigator listened with his head bowed and his notebook closed in his hand.

Maxim leaned toward Soles.

— That’s him.

— Yes.

— And nobody can do anything.

— Not today.

Maxim gave him a look. Soles had heard the words only after he said them, and did not like how they sounded. As if someone had said them once before, on a field full of smoke, in another voice.

The ambulance had backed down as far as the road allowed. Tesa climbed the slope toward it, her hand in the splint, Maxim a step behind her. Halfway up she stopped and turned. Not toward Soles. Toward Varren, who sat alone on a block, hands in his pockets, the foil slipping off one shoulder.

Varren was not looking at the lawyer or the investigator. He was looking at the water coming out of the arch, gray, thick, without end, the way a man looks at something that has slipped out of his hands and cannot be caught again.

Tesa kept her eyes on him until Maxim touched her elbow. Then she went on up the slope.

— V —

The train was three hours late.

The young man sat on the bench at the end of the platform, his backpack between his feet and his transfer paper folded in his pocket. It had rained all morning. Under the roof, water fell through a crack in the same place, beside a trash can, and no one had moved the can to catch it.

At the unit he would have known what to do at that hour. Someone would have whistled, someone would have called a number, and he would have stood with the others. On the platform no one called him.

He took out the paper and unfolded it. He had read it six times in the truck. The destination was written at the top in large letters. Lower down, in a narrow box, was the reason for the transfer.

Requires reassignment.

It did not say what he had done. It said nothing about the boy in the small building, or about the kid, who had hauled him out by the collar until the counting voice in him died down. The paper gave him a destination. At the end of it someone would find him a bed and something to do.

He folded it again.

On the bench opposite, a woman was trying to tie the string around a box with one hand. Her other arm rested in a sling knotted behind her neck. The box was too big for her lap; each time she pulled the string, it slid toward her knees.

The young man watched her good hand. Her fingers were swollen with cold. She caught the end of the string in her teeth, pulled, lost the box and stopped it with her elbow before it fell.

He stood up.

— I’ll hold the box for you.

She looked up at him. Her eyes went to his uniform, to the backpack, then to his left hand. The sleeve covered the cord, but when he reached out the cuff had slid back and left two knots in plain sight.

He pulled the sleeve down over them.

— Just while you tie it.

She made room. He propped the box against his knee, and she passed the string underneath, slowly, stopping twice to rest her fingers. She did not ask him to tie the knot. He did not offer.

— Thank you, she said.

She took the box back. He sat down on his bench and watched the water falling beside the trash can.

While he held the box, the voices had not come closer. He had watched the woman, ready to catch the box if it slipped, and that had been enough. Now he felt them again beneath his thoughts, too quiet to make out, too close to forget.

A boy came out of the station with two cups of tea. He sat beside the woman, gave her one and asked whether she had managed. She pointed at the tied box and looked across at the young man. The boy nodded to him. The young man nodded back.

When she wanted to drink, the boy took the box without breaking off what he was saying.

The young man no longer had anything to hold.

He walked to the end of the platform. Beyond the tracks the ground sloped down to some low sheds. A door was banging in the wind. From there he could see the loose hinge: the top one held, the bottom one was tearing out, wood and all. It should have been fixed before it fell on someone.

At the unit the kid would have seen it too. He would have said it was none of their business, then come over to hold the door while the young man looked for a tool. He always argued first.

When the train came in, the woman and the boy got into another car. The young man watched them only long enough to be sure the boy had a good grip on the box. Then he got on too.

He found an empty compartment and put his backpack in the rack. After a moment he took it down and set it beside him. Two changes of clothes, a shaving kit and the metal cup he had used for three years. He had taken nothing else.

The train started. In the window, the shed door had come open again and was striking its frame with every gust.

He took out the paper to read the name of his station. He knew it already. He only wanted something in front of him, written by a person, in an order he could follow.

The ambulance doors closed on Tesa and Maxim. Before they did, Maxim leaned out.

— I’ll call when they’ve set it.

Soles watched the ambulance until it turned at the top of the road. Only then did he notice how hard he was holding his jacket under his arm. He loosened his fingers. The leather around the blade stayed stuck to his wet shirt.

— They’ll close the garden, Varren said.

He had come up beside Soles without a sound, the foil blanket held at his throat with two fingers, as if he were a little ashamed of it.

— It’s flooded, Soles said.

— I didn’t only mean today.

Beyond the fence the water pushed an upturned table against the terrace steps. On the path Soles had walked so many times with the wheelbarrow, the gravel had vanished. Only the tops of the hedge showed.

A firefighter called out near the bank. The water had dropped enough to show the edge of a second arch, under two large blocks set one on the other. The investigator went down and asked that the blocks stay where they were until they were photographed. The lawyer followed him, talking about stabilizing the bank.

Krista was standing by the iron rail. Soles saw her take her hand off it and flex her fingers, frowning, as if they hurt. Where it had rested, the paint was pressed flat in four short lines. She put the hand in her coat pocket.

— The originals are at the hall, she said when Soles reached her. If I give them officially, the committee will know.

— It already knows you have them.

— Knowing is one thing. Seeing my signature on them is another.

She took out her phone to check the time. It was dry, inside a sealed freezer bag.

— Mine’s dead, Soles said.

— I wasn’t losing another one.

Soles did not tell her she could wait. The papers about the garden were hers. So was the choice.

— I’ll come to the hall too.

— Sit down first. You’ve been holding your ribs since you came out.

He sat on a dry stone a little above the water. It was one of the blocks his father’s crane had set. Beneath it the old arch ran on into the dark, past where the morning light could reach.

Soles laid his palm on the stone. It was cold.

Grădina Sufletelor

Cartea 1, cap. VIII

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