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Capitolul XII · The Terms on the Wall

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XII – The Terms on the Wall

Somebody was keeping him.

On Monday morning Maxim drove him past the last tram stop on the north ring road, behind the cement works, and parked where the road ran out of names.

It had not been his idea alone. At the cemetery gate, Tesa had waited for him with her hands in her pockets.

— That page of yours, she said. Three names and a number.

— Yes.

— Ask.

She had not said anything else. She had not needed to.

That evening, at Krista’s table, he had asked them before he decided. Krista turned the photograph of the Hunter’s page around on her phone and read the number aloud twice.

— They’ll know you’ve got it, Maxim said.

— They’ll know I asked. That’s different.

— Then ask on paper, Krista said. If they don’t answer, at least the question exists.

Maxim switched off the engine.

— One hour, he said. Then I come in with the ladder.

— They’ve got an elevator.

— They had an elevator at the sister’s.

Soles got out.

Brown brick. Nine windows to a floor, every one of them shut. The hut by the gate had the same man in it, reading. This time he looked up. Soles held his agency pass to the glass, and the barrier rose before he had finished holding it there.

They expected someone. Maybe not me.

The reception desk had somebody at it now. A woman in a cardigan, with the rubber plant at her elbow and the leaflet about hand-washing still on the board behind her. She looked at his pass, then at his face, and kept her eyes on his face.

— Mr. Soles.

— I’m still in service, he said. I’d like to see a transfer log.

— Which one?

— One that came before a completed assignment of mine. The Hunter. I want to verify it.

He had worded it on the tram in his head and again in the van. Every word true. He had learned that from a driver and a box marked Site clear.

She gave him a form. Reason for request. He wrote Verification of completed assignment, and the number beneath it from memory, digit by digit, the way Krista had read it.

She typed it in. Her screen faced away from him. He watched her hands instead. The left hovered. The right pressed twice. Then both went flat on the desk for a moment, as if the keys had turned warm.

He had told Krista he would stop looking at people to find something he could use. He looked anyway. This was a desk, he told himself, not a kitchen.

— Wait here, please.

She took the form through a door behind the desk.

He waited by the rubber plant. The elevator stood shut. The cameras turned slowly in the corners of the ceiling.

He let the forester’s quiet come, a little, the way the trainer had made him practice it: not to hide, only to see. The bulletin board. A schedule with one name crossed through. The clock above the elevator, eleven minutes past nine. A wet umbrella in a stand, though nobody had come in out of the rain since he had.

At nineteen minutes past, she came back with one sheet.

— You may read it here.

She did not let go of her corner until he had both hands on the other side.

Transfer number. Date. Three lines, three names, the same he had photographed in a cabin with blood running between the boards. Origin: a code he did not know.

Destination: Not yet known.

Received by:

The space was empty.

Status: Closed.

He read it once, slowly, the way he would read a load sheet he would have to sign. Then again, so he would not need to read it a third time.

Closed means nobody writes in it anymore.

Tarn had said that in a kitchen behind the tram depot, about the guard.

— May I have a copy?

— Logs don’t leave the building.

— Then who knows where they went?

— If it isn’t known, it isn’t known.

She held out her hand.

For a moment he measured it. The sheet between his fingers. The door eleven paces behind him, the barrier, the hut, the van with its engine running. A man who walked through walls had left this building once with a page like this in his coat.

Take it.

He knew the voice. It sounded reasonable, the way it always did. It would be quick, and afterward there would be nothing on the desk but her empty hand, and a photograph of him doing it in every corner of the ceiling.

He laid the sheet on the desk himself, squared to its edge. The number he kept where Krista would want it, in his head, in the right order.

She put her palm on the page.

— Is there anything else, Mr. Soles?

The Hunter had told him what to look for: which building they sent him to, and whether they let him leave with a copy.

— No. That was what I came to find out.

The barrier rose for him on the way out too. The man in the hut did not look up this time.

He was halfway to the van when the agency phone buzzed in his coat.

A strong breach in Vatra. Report in fourteen days, attached to its cleaners. Acknowledge receipt.

He stopped on the shoulder of the road. The wind came across the empty lawn and went through his coat as if the coat were not there.

Nine twenty-six. He had written the number at ten past.

He turned and looked back at the building. Nine windows to a floor, and none of them open. He could not tell which one he had been seen from. Perhaps from all of them.

Maxim had the window down.

— You’ve got a face, he said. What did they give you?

— A posting.

— For asking?

— For asking.

Maxim looked at the building for a long moment, then at the phone in Soles’s hand.

— Well, he said. Now we know the desk works.

Soles thought of the stones at the back of the cemetery. Numbers, and nothing under them. Somebody had decided which of those he was allowed to read.

He typed the acknowledgment. He looked at it and deleted it.

— Krista’s, he said. Before I answer anything.

Maxim started the engine.

That evening the agency phone lay face up on Krista’s table, between the salt and her notebook.

Maxim read the message twice. Soles had read it more times than that, on the roadside outside the Annex and twice in the van. The man in gray had never needed many words.

— Vatra. Mountains. Cold, small, everybody knows your business.

— You’ve been?

— Delivered a fridge there once. They knew my business before I’d parked.

Tesa read it over his shoulder.

— Attached to its cleaners. The same lot who stood around and watched.

Soles thought of the bench along the training-hall wall, and the two men in the office doorway who had waited to see what happened next.

— Some of them. The man who sent this was standing in the doorway.

— And you want to go.

— I’m going either way. It’s an order.

He moved his cup an inch to one side.

— I don’t want to go alone. Not among them.

That was the whole of it. It had taken him all day to be able to say it in one breath. He had walked to the end of Krista’s street and back twice that afternoon, practicing, and both times the sentence had come out with a reason in front of it.

Krista had her pen in her hand.

— It says attached, she said. It doesn’t say attached as what.

— Meaning? Maxim asked.

— Meaning he could arrive with people of his own.

— Us, Tesa said.

— Us as what? I’ve got a van and a ladder.

— You’ve got a phone that works underground, Krista said, and you find places nobody gives directions to.

She tapped the cover of her notebook.

— Their surveyors write down what a place looks like. Their cleaners go in later and find it changed. Nobody stands in the middle keeping track. I’ve been doing that for months for free.

— And me? Tesa asked.

— You hit what needs hitting, Maxim said. In the right order.

— He means you fight better than I do, Soles said.

— I know what he means.

Soles had spent the day collecting reasons to keep them out of it: the doorway, the laughter along the bench, three names with no signature beneath them. Every one of them was a reason not to ask. Every one was also the reason he had.

— If they say yes, he said, they’ll own part of what you do. Whatever you find goes into their reports.

— Part of what we write, Krista said. Not all of us.

— I’m in, Maxim said. I’ve got the runs covered.

Tesa leaned back.

— I’m not going for the state.

— I know.

— Last time you went, we found out afterward.

She let that sit.

— I’m in. I’ve finished what I was doing here.

Soles knew what she had finished. He didn’t make her say it. Her brother’s name was on a stone now, in pencil, where the rain would take it. She had done that herself.

— I gave the exhibition away, Krista said. Apparently I’m free. I’m in.

She said it lightly. Her hand had not moved from the notebook.

Three answers, and none of them his to give. He found the number the message had come from and switched the phone to speaker. His right ear would have made a mess of it anyway. Three months on, the ringing had faded to something he only heard in quiet rooms. Krista’s kitchen was a quiet room.

The man in gray answered on the second ring.

— Soles.

— I’ve received the order. Before I acknowledge it, I want to put something to you. Send me with three people who’ve already worked inside a breach with me. One reads what your surveyors find and keeps the record while we’re in there. One fights better than I do. One gets us in and out and keeps us talking to the surface. You’d have the observations and the intervention in the same team, reporting the same day.

— You’re asking me to open two branches to civilians.

— To what Vatra needs. Nothing else.

— And if I say no?

— Then I report in fourteen days. Alone.

Tesa wrote on the corner of a paper napkin and pushed it across to him.

IN WRITING. BEFORE.

— And we’d want the terms in writing before we go in, Soles said. Including what happens afterward.

Paper turned at the other end.

— A pilot. Vatra only. Pay and lodging for four. Access through the detachment to whatever the mission requires. Closed files stay closed. Every report complete, every finding in it. Training in stages, starting with the basics. Nobody gets a qualification for turning up.

A pilot. Like a machine they’ve built and don’t trust yet.

— And afterward?

— The breach closed. Or, if it can’t be closed, an explanation my people can verify. Meet that, and we discuss making it permanent.

A short pause.

— One more thing. Her notes. Whatever she writes while attached goes into the reports. And I want copies of what she already has.

Krista’s pen stopped. Her other hand lay flat on the bent cover of her notebook. Somewhere further in were three names with space left beneath each one.

It wasn’t his to give either. He waited. So did the man at the other end.

— Copies, Krista said.

— Copies, the man in gray agreed. You’ll have the terms tonight. Fourteen days.

A small pause, as if he were turning a page.

— And next time you want a log, Mr. Soles, ask me. My front desk worries.

The call ended without a goodbye. Lucky decided the meeting had been about food and put his chin on Maxim’s knee.

— So, Maxim said. We’re employed.

— You’re employed, Tesa said. We’re on trial.

— Same as every job I’ve ever had.

Tesa took the napkin back, folded it once and put it in her pocket, as if it might be needed as evidence.

Krista turned to a clean page and smoothed it flat with her palm. She wrote the date at the top, fourteen days below it, and drew a line between them.

Fourteen days. He looked at the line between the two dates and found it shorter than three months, and much easier to agree to, because this time he had not agreed alone.

Soles typed the acknowledgment again. This time he turned the screen toward them before he sent it.

Maxim’s van stopped outside the gate at half past six, engine running, heater on full.

Soles had the bags by the door. Lucky had been sitting on one of them since five.

Maxim came up the path with his hands in his pockets and looked at the dogs, then at him.

— Right. The dogs. Who’s coming around while—

— They’re coming.

Maxim stopped on the step.

— To Vatra.

— Yes.

— On a train. That the state’s paying for.

— Yes.

Maxim looked at him a moment longer. Whatever he had been about to say, he put away.

— Lucky gets the window, he said. I’m not fighting him for it again.

Krista arrived ten minutes later with Tesa and a paper bag she held above Lucky’s nose. Inside was a small quilted coat, dark green, with a strap that went under the belly.

— For Mina. It’s minus eight up there at night.

— She’s twelve, Maxim said. Not a pensioner.

— Thirteen, Soles said.

Mina stood still while Krista fastened the strap. Then she walked twice around the hall in it, stiffly, as if checking whether she had been insulted, and lay down on Soles’s foot.

— She hates it, Tesa said.

— She’s keeping it, Krista said.

Soles locked the door. The last time he had left from this gate he had gone alone, and phoned Maxim about the dogs afterward, from the road. He put the key in his pocket. Lucky was already in the van.

The conductor at the door of their carriage read the travel warrant, looked at the dogs, and read the warrant again.

— Four passengers. It says four.

— They’re with us, Krista said. Article nine. Accompanied animals are allowed in a compartment reserved in full.

— It’s a six-berth. You’re four.

— Then two of us are dogs, Tesa said.

The conductor did not find that funny. Maxim had been looking at the man’s sleeve, where a few pale hairs had caught on the dark cloth.

— Spaniel?

The conductor glanced down at his own arm.

— Cocker. Eleven.

— Bad hips yet?

— Back legs. She won’t do stairs now.

Two minutes later Maxim had seen the photographs and given the name of a cream for joints. The conductor stepped aside.

— If anyone complains, they’re muzzled.

One gets us in and out and keeps us talking. Soles had said it on the phone to sound like a qualification. He hadn’t known it would start on a platform.

The train left the coast in rain and turned inland. Krista had the terms on her knee, seven pages, a pencil line under every sentence that could mean two things. Tesa had a map of the north folded small enough to hold in one hand. Maxim was reading the dining-car menu with the same attention.

— Attached, he said eventually. Attached to its cleaners. Like a trailer.

— Trailers get unhitched, Tesa said.

Krista turned a page.

— Pay and lodging for four.

— Four, Maxim said. And Lucky eats for two.

Lucky had taken the window and then given it up for Maxim’s lap. He lay across both knees, head over one side, back legs over the other, and Maxim sat with his arms slightly raised, the way people sit when something has fallen asleep on them.

— I’m a hostage. If I don’t make it, don’t let anybody say I died resting.

— Nobody would believe them, Tesa said.

— Put it in writing anyway.

Mina slept with her chin on Soles’s shoe. Every time the carriage swayed she opened one eye to check that the shoe was still there.

Past noon the fields turned white at the edges. Then the snow came properly, and the train began to climb.

Soles went to stand in the corridor, where the window was colder. After a while Krista came out and stood beside him. She came around to his left side without being asked, on her way, without stopping, the way you step around a chair you know is there.

The train went into the mountain. The noise closed over them. When they came out the valley was below, narrow and gray, with a town on both sides of a river. Her shoulder had stayed against his arm the whole way through.

Vatra station was a single platform and a building with its lights already on in the late afternoon. Below the town, the river was steaming. The vapor lay low on the water and drifted up between the houses on the far bank. Nobody else on the platform looked at it.

The steps down to the street were high and glazed with ice. Mina reached the first one and stopped, her white muzzle lowered, testing the ice with one paw. It slid.

Soles bent and picked her up, coat and all, and carried her down, step by careful step. At the bottom he set her on her feet. She shook herself and walked on.

Krista had seen. She didn’t say anything. At the car she took his bag before he could lift it and put it in herself.

The driver passed a set of keys through the window, said the detachment would expect them at eight, and drove them up the hill in silence.

The house was two floors of gray stone with the heating already on, clean the way rooms are clean when nobody has lived in them. Bedrooms upstairs, each door with a brass number.

Maxim took the room nearest the stairs.

— For the kitchen, he said.

Tesa tried each door until she found the one with a lock that worked from inside, and went in without a word.

Krista put her bag down in front of number three. Then she looked at Soles, picked his bag up from the landing and set it beside hers.

— Saves heating, Maxim said from his room.

— Go to sleep, Tesa said through her door.

Downstairs, Lucky’s claws crossed the kitchen tiles, then stopped. With Lucky, silence usually meant food.

Soles went down.

Two steel bowls stood on the floor by the radiator, new; one still had the price sticker on its base. Beside them, against the wall, was a sack of dog food, still sealed.

Lucky was eating from the left-hand bowl.

The right-hand one was full and untouched. Someone had written on its side in black marker, in capitals.

MINA.

Soles stood in the doorway.

He had told nobody. Not the man in gray. Not the detachment. Not the terms, which said four. He hadn’t told Maxim until that morning, on the step.

He had decided at half past six.

Someone had decided before him.

In the morning Mina stood over the bowl with her name on it and looked up at Soles.

He had filled it himself, from their own bag, and then stood there with the scoop in his hand as if he still had to decide something.

— It’s food, Krista said from the table. Not a confession.

Mina ate. Lucky finished first and went to check whether hers had been a better deal.

The driver came at twenty to eight. Soles locked the door behind the dogs, tried the handle, then tried it again. Whoever had a key to this house had used it before he had. He waited until the others were in the car.

— Who stocked the house?

— Supply.

— Who’s supply?

The driver started the engine.

— The people who stock houses.

Vatra in daylight was steeper than it had looked from the platform. Stone houses climbed both banks, roofs heavy with snow, and the river ran gray between them with its low white breath lying on the water. The detachment had a former customs post at the top of the bridge: two stories, a yard, a flagpole without a flag.

The detachment chief received them standing. He was a broad, tired man with a pen behind his ear, and he read their terms aloud without lifting his eyes from the paper, as though checking a delivery against the wrong invoice.

— Pilot. Observation and intervention. Civilians attached.

He turned the page over to see whether there was more on the back.

— You’ll have a desk.

The desk was in the corridor, under a window that didn’t close, beside a radiator that ticked and gave no heat. Chairs, only two of them matching.

— Executive floor, Maxim said.

He knelt by the radiator and began feeling along the pipe.

— Leave it, Tesa said.

— It’s airlocked. Somebody’s left it airlocked on purpose. That’s not neglect, that’s a message.

— Then leave the message.

Krista put her notebook on the desk, squared it with the edge, and sat in the chair nearest the window, so that the draft would reach her before it reached anyone else.

At the end of the corridor a door stood open on a long room. A bench ran along the far wall, and the cleaners sat on it the way men sit in a place that belongs to them: coats open, boots out, mugs on the floor. Talk had stopped when they came in. It hadn’t started again.

Soles had seen a bench like that before. He tried to keep his eyes off it.

Then he saw the case.

Narrow, black, open on a man’s knees. Knives laid in a row in the lining. The man was cleaning one with a cloth, slowly, along the flat and then the edge, and he did not look up.

Soles knew him. From the yard, the first morning. From the training hall, the far end of the bench, the case half closed while Bull’s hand sat on Soles’s shoulder.

Tesa had followed his look. She didn’t turn her head. She shifted her chair half a foot, so that the open door stayed in the corner of her eye.

— Who’s that? she said quietly.

— He was there. At the base.

— There for what?

— For all of it.

The chief came back with passes on lanyards and dropped them on the desk. He held one out to Krista.

— Research liaison. You’ll have the surveyors’ sheets by noon, all of them. Whatever you write, I read before it leaves this building.

— That’s not in the terms, Krista said.

— It’s in my building.

She looked at him a moment, then wrote the sentence in her notebook, word for word, with the time beside it.

The chief watched her pen. He went back to his office without saying anything else.

Every report complete. Every finding in it. The man in gray had said it on the phone. He hadn’t said who would stand between the finding and the report.

At half past eleven the man with the case got up.

He didn’t hurry. He crossed the long room, came through the door and along the corridor, and stopped at their desk with a cardboard box held against his hip. He set it down in front of Soles.

The tape had been cut and pressed back down. On the side, in pencil, someone had written a name and crossed it out.

Inside was a wool hat, a mug with the handle glued back on, a pair of wrapped hand grips, and a small notebook with a rubber band around it.

— His things, the man said. Nobody claimed them.

His voice was even. He had kept it even on purpose.

— Why bring them to me?

— Nobody else would take them.

He looked at the mug.

— They wrote accident. You’d know better than the form.

Maxim stood up from the radiator.

— We don’t want—

Soles put his hand on the box.

Refuse it, and he’s an enemy by lunch. Then you’ll have your reason. He had told Krista he would keep finding reasons. He wasn’t going to let a dead man’s mug be the first one here.

— I’ll keep them.

The man looked at the hand on the box, then at Soles’s face.

— Corvin, he said, as if Soles had asked.

He went back down the corridor. On the bench, two of the others moved their boots to let him pass. Nobody laughed. It would have been easier if somebody had.

— You don’t owe him that, Tesa said.

— I know.

— Then why?

Soles turned the box so the crossed-out name faced the wall.

— Because he’d have left it on the desk either way.

Krista had stopped writing. She was looking at the notebook in the box, the rubber band, the edges of pages softened by a thumb.

— Are you going to read it?

— No.

— Good.

The afternoon went on the surveyors’ sheets. Krista spread them across the desk and pinned the corners with whatever came to hand: the mug, a stapler, Tesa’s elbow.

Sometime after three the radiator gave a long, gargling knock. Maxim was sitting with his back to it, drinking tea, looking at nobody.

— Did you touch that? Tesa asked.

— I’d never interfere with a message.

The pipe had begun, grudgingly, to warm.

Late that afternoon the chief came out of his office with a single sheet.

— First entry Thursday. Briefing tomorrow at eight.

He pinned the sheet to the board by their desk.

— You’ll have a guide. Corvin takes you in. He’s been down there more than anyone since it opened.

In the long room, Corvin wiped the last blade, laid it in the lining, and closed the case.

This time he finished.

At eight the briefing room smelled of wet coats and the stove nobody had lit.

Three things hung on the long wall. A map of Vatra, the river drawn down the middle in blue pencil, the old mill marked on the east bank with a red ring beneath it. Beside it, typed and yellowing, the detachment’s standing orders. Beside those, a board ruled into columns: date, names, time in, time out.

The cleaners took the back row. Corvin sat at the end of it with the case closed on his knees.

The detachment chief did not sit.

— The breach is under the east bank, below the mill. Iron ladder down to a ledge. From the ledge, the surveyors’ line goes under the bank and down. You follow the line. You come back along the line.

He tapped the red ring once.

— It’s grown since summer. Slowly. Then not slowly.

— How far does the line go? Soles asked.

— Further than anyone’s come back from.

Nobody on the back row laughed. Soles waited for someone to.

The chief went through the standing orders without turning to read them.

— No one enters alone. The line is checked by two before every entry. A report within the hour of coming out.

He had said these words often enough that they had worn smooth.

Corvin spoke without raising his hand.

— The steam lies about distance. Count the knots. One every two meters.

The chief nodded as though Corvin had read it off the wall too.

Krista had her notebook open on her knee.

— There are three survey sheets for the entrance. They don’t agree where it starts.

— Surveyors disagree. That’s why they’re surveyors.

— Two of them are signed by the same man. A week apart.

— Then he changed his mind.

She wrote that down as well.

When the chief had finished, she stood, crossed to the wall and took drawing pins from the cork beside the map. She unfolded the terms the man in gray had sent them, all seven pages, and pinned them in a column below the standing orders, the last page level with the bottom of the board.

The room watched her do it. Every report complete. Every finding in it. Pilot, Vatra only.

— So we’re all reading the same thing, she said.

The chief looked at the pages for a long moment. He didn’t take them down.

On the back row, two of the cleaners leaned forward to read the first page. Corvin did not. He looked at Krista instead, the way a man looks at a knot somebody else has tied, testing it without touching.

— Now it’s official, Maxim said quietly. It’s on a wall.

In the afternoon they went to the mill.

Snow had drifted against its downstream side; the wheel was locked in ice to the hub. A track ran down from the road to the bank, and at the edge an iron ladder dropped three meters to a shelf of stone a few paces wide. Below the shelf, the bank went in under itself like a lip over a mouth.

The steam came out of that mouth. It lay on the river and moved with it, thinning toward the far bank.

Soles went down the ladder last. The rungs were warm under his gloves.

Two bolts had been set in the rock at the back of the shelf. The surveyors’ line ran from them through a steel ring and down into the white, a thick hemp rope knotted at intervals, beaded with water. Three knots were visible. The next was already a shadow.

Tesa crouched by the bolts. She tried each with both hands, putting her weight back until her heels lifted.

— This one’s new.

— The old one cracked in the frost, Corvin said from the ladder.

— When?

— Winter.

She looked at him, then at the bolt, and stood up without saying anything else.

Maxim knelt at the edge of the shelf and put his bare hand into the river.

— That’s bath water.

— Don’t, Krista said.

He took it out and looked at it. Nothing had happened to it. He dried it on his coat anyway.

Soles stood at the lip with the rope beside his boot and the steam on his face. It smelled of stone and something sweeter under the stone. He waited for the forester’s quiet to tell him anything. It gave him the river’s sound, the ladder creaking behind him, Corvin’s breath held a moment too long and let go.

Nothing he could write in a report.

— Where does it end? he asked.

Corvin came down the last two rungs and stood with his back to the rock.

— Where it stops being worth the rope.

— That’s not a place.

— It is down there.

He counted the knots he could see. Three. On Thursday he would count the rest.

That evening the house was warm and the dogs were asleep on the same blanket, which they never did at home. In Krista’s notebook, the line between the two dates had eight marks across it now. Six to go.

Krista had copied the entry board that morning, column by column, while the chief was talking. Now she laid the copy beside the survey sheets on the kitchen table and moved the lamp closer.

— Here, she said.

The name at the bottom of both sheets was on the board too. Three weeks back. Three names, one time in.

Two times out.

The third line in the out column was empty.

— He didn’t come back, Tesa said.

— Then look at this.

Krista turned the second sheet so the date faced Soles. Eight days after the entry. The same hand, the same careful loop at the end of the surname.

Maxim leaned over her shoulder.

— Maybe he came out later and they forgot to write it.

— Maybe.

— You don’t think so.

— I think somebody forgot to write one thing or remembered to write the other.

Soles looked at the empty space on the board copy. He had seen one like it before, on a wet page beneath three names, with a van and a washroom wall on the other side of it.

Either the surveyor had walked out of that breach and nobody had seen him.

Or somebody had signed for a man who wasn’t there to stop them.

The day before the entry, Krista came back from the town archive with a roll of tracing paper under her arm and snow in her hair.

She spread it on the kitchen table before she had taken her coat off, and weighted the corners with the salt, the sugar and two of Maxim’s mugs.

— The mill, she said. Before the road was built.

The plan was older than anyone who could have drawn it. The wheel was there, and the bank, and a channel cut beneath the mill floor that ran out under the bank and down to the river. Someone had shaded its far end in pencil and written one word beside it.

— Bricked, Krista read.

— When? Tesa asked.

— It doesn’t say.

Soles followed the channel with his finger. It passed under the shelf where the bolts were, close enough that the two lines on the paper almost touched.

He had been thinking about the new bolt all night. He had checked it with Tesa twice, and it had held both times, and that was what bothered him: it held exactly as well as the old one. About a rope he hadn’t tied, held by a man he hadn’t chosen, going down to a place the man who signed for it had not come back from.

— It’s a second way in, he said.

— Or a second way out, said Krista.

Tesa leaned back from the table.

— Do we tell the chief?

— Not until we know it’s open.

— That’s two things we’re keeping off the wall, Krista said. The sheets and this.

She didn’t say it as a complaint. She wrote it down.

The hardware shop stood at the head of the bridge, across the road from the detachment. Rope hung in coils in the window, beside snow chains and a row of lamps. When Maxim pushed the door open a bell rang above it, and the man behind the counter looked up and then at the passes around their necks.

He was about fifty, broad, with forearms that had carried sacks before they had carried anything else. He went back to the box of screws he was sorting.

— Detachment’s across the road.

— We know, Maxim said. They don’t sell shackles.

He had already picked one off the wall. He worked the pin with his thumb, held it to the light, and put it back.

— That one’s soft. Who sold you that?

The man looked at him properly for the first time.

— My father. Thirty years ago.

— It’s lasted well for a soft one.

— Everything in here has.

Maxim put out his hand across the counter.

— Maxim.

The man looked at it, then shook it once.

— Bram.

Something in the shop eased. Not much. Soles let Maxim have it.

Krista put the tracing on the counter, turned so the man could read it.

— This is your family’s mill?

He looked at it a long time without touching it.

— Was. My father ran it till the road took the trade.

He put a finger on the shaded end of the channel.

— We bricked that when I was twelve. Before that I went through it with a candle and his belt around my waist, and he held the other end.

— How far does it go? Soles asked.

— Under the bank. Out to the river. Unless it doesn’t any more.

He said it the way men describe a road they have driven too often to think about.

— Stone arches. Low. After the second one you go on your knees. There’s a step where the water used to drop, waist high, and then it’s level to the grating.

— We’d like you to show us where it starts.

— Why?

— Survey work. Something has changed under the bank.

Bram put the lid back on the box of screws.

— The river’s been warm since summer. The fish went downstream. The ice doesn’t hold under the bridge any more. The detachment came in the autumn and half of them don’t come in here any more because they don’t like what I ask.

He looked at Soles.

— Don’t tell me survey.

Soles had stood in front of men with knives and kept his voice level. This was harder. He could feel the terms pinned on the wall across the road, seven pages, closed files stay closed. He could feel how much of the rest he did not know himself.

— What happens to the people who go down there? Bram asked.

— I can’t tell you.

— Can’t, or won’t?

Soles thought about lying. It would have been easy. It would have been the first lie in this town, and the man would have walked into the dark on it.

— Both.

Two weeks ago, at Krista’s table, he had told the three of them everything, because half would have been a lie. Now he was giving a stranger half, and saying so.

Bram nodded slowly, as if Soles had paid for something with the right money.

— Then find somebody who doesn’t want to know.

Tesa had stayed by the window the whole time, watching the road. She didn’t turn around.

— That’s fair, she said.

— I know it is, Soles said.

Krista rolled up the tracing. She did it carefully, without hurrying, the way she closed a book she meant to come back to.

— Thank you for the plan, she said. And for the shackle.

— I didn’t sell you a shackle.

— You told us which one not to buy.

Maxim held the door. The bell rang again. Outside, the cold took Soles’s breath, and across the road a cleaner in the detachment yard turned to watch them come out of the shop.

— I liked him, Maxim said.

— He threw us out, Tesa said.

— Politely. With advice. That’s the best kind of customer.

They were halfway across the road when the bell rang behind them.

Bram stood in the doorway in his shirtsleeves, as if he had not decided to follow them until he was already outside.

— The surveyors asked too, he said. Three of them, before they went down. I said no to them as well.

Soles waited.

Bram looked past him at the mill on the far bank, its wheel locked white in the ice.

— One of them came back up anyway. At night. Through the race.

He went back inside. The bell rang once more and stopped.

On Thursday at two, Soles and the others stood on the shelf under the mill with the steam in their faces.

Maxim was staying up top. That had been decided at the kitchen table, without argument, which was how he knew they had all been thinking about it. He had his phone on a cord around his neck and Krista’s number already open.

— Talk to me every ten knots, he said. Or every time something’s wrong. Whichever comes first.

— It’ll be the second, Tesa said.

Corvin checked the bolts with her, as the standing orders said. Two pairs of hands, both bolts, the ring. The new one held as well as the old.

Then he wrapped the line once around his glove and went down into the white.

Soles followed. Krista came after him. Tesa went last, because she always did.

The passage went in under the bank and dropped at once. Not a ladder now; a slope of wet stone, steep enough that they went backward with the line in both hands. The steam closed over the shelf above them in three steps. After that there was only the rope, the warmth on their faces, and Krista’s voice behind him, counting.

— Four. Five.

The rock was warm under his palms. The smell he had noticed at the lip grew stronger, sweet and heavy, like fruit left too long in a closed room. Somewhere overhead, very faint, the river moved.

— Ten, Krista said.

The slope eased into a low chamber. Corvin was waiting there, crouched with his back to the wall, his lamp at his feet.

— This is where I stop.

— Why here? Soles asked.

— Because the surveyors went on.

He didn’t say it unkindly. He took a flask from his coat, unscrewed the cap and didn’t drink.

— I’ll hold the line. Shout if you want it.

Krista spoke into the phone. Maxim’s voice came back thin and steady, asking what she could see. She told him: a chamber, a man with a lamp, a rope going down. Maxim said that sounded like most of his deliveries.

They went on without Corvin.

Below the chamber the passage narrowed and the heat rose. Soles counted in his head with Krista now. Eleven. Twelve. The steam was thinner here, as if it had already come from somewhere else and was only passing through.

At sixteen the rope ended on a bolt in the floor.

Beyond it the passage opened, and in the floor of the opening was the light.

It lay in a seam across the rock, as long as a man and no wider than a hand. It rose and sank. Every time it rose, steam lifted off it and the sweet smell came stronger, and every time it sank the rock around it ticked as it cooled.

It was breathing. He could not think of a better word, so he stopped trying.

Tesa stepped up on his left without being asked and set her feet.

— If it does anything, she said, I’m pulling you out by your collar.

— Fair.

He knelt at the edge of the seam. The cuff was on his right wrist, the chain gathered short. The dark blade came into his hand and the light leaned toward it, the way the breach in the factory yard had leaned.

One cut. Hand back. If it moves past reach, stop.

He waited for the seam to rise. He found the line inside it, finer than a hair, brighter than the rest, and drove the point in.

It caught.

In the yard it had felt like cutting a tight thread. This was not one thread. The point went in and met something that held, and behind that something else, and behind that more, as if he had put his blade through a net and every strand of it ran up into the rock and away.

And at the other ends, something held on.

He could not see it. He could feel it through his wrist: weight, many small weights, all pulling the same way he was not. Upward. Out toward the town.

The seam dimmed. The steam above it thinned to a breath. Somewhere far above them the river’s sound changed, very slightly, the way a voice changes when the speaker turns his head.

Finish it.

He knew whose voice that was. He pulled.

— Stop, Krista said.

He pulled a little more.

The weights at the other ends did not let go. They tightened. The seam snapped inward along its whole length, like a hand drawn back into a sleeve, and the floor jumped under his knees. Dust came down from the roof. Tesa’s fist closed on his collar.

He let the blade come free.

The light was still there. Narrower. Lower. Not closed.

Soles knelt with the knife across his thigh and felt his wrist shaking, and could not tell whether it was his or the weight he had just let go of.

— What was that? Tesa asked.

— People, he said, before he knew he was going to.

Neither of them asked him what he meant. Krista was already on her feet with a hand on the rope.

— We’re going up. Now.

They climbed. Sixteen. Fifteen. The heat followed them. The phone in Krista’s pocket was saying Maxim’s name over and over in Maxim’s voice.

Krista first, then Tesa, then Soles, backward up the wet slope, hand over hand.

— Twelve, Krista said. Eleven.

She reached up for ten.

The rope jumped. Somewhere above her something gave with a soft, fibrous sound, like a sleeve tearing, and the whole line ran down through Soles’s gloves.

Krista’s boots came off the stone. She slid into Tesa, and Tesa, who had both feet set, took her and was carried anyway, and then both of them were coming down the slope at him.

Soles closed his hands.

The line kept running. Heat went through the leather at once. Below him was the dark, and the seam ticking in it, and whatever held the other ends.

Two meters. The knot comes at two. Hold to the knot.

The knot did not come. A meter went through his palms, and another, and the leather tore, and the rope went on through what was under it.

Krista had stopped counting. In all that noise, it was the only silence he heard.

Not two.

The knot hit the top of his fist at last. He wrapped the line once around his right glove, the way Corvin had at the top, set his boots against the stone, and took all of it: Tesa’s weight on his shoulder, Krista’s through the rope, into hands that had no skin left to give. Above them, the thing that had given went on giving, a finger’s width at a time, as if deciding.

Then it stopped.

The rope hummed under his wrist. Tesa’s breath was clenched beside his ear. Under it, the rock ticked.

If it goes again, I can’t hold it twice.

— Feet, Tesa said. Krista. Feet on the stone. Slowly.

Krista found the slope, then Tesa. The weight came off him a piece at a time, and only then did he feel his hands.

He did not look at them. He unwrapped the line and climbed, and every time his fingers closed on the rope it was like closing them on a stove.

At ten, in the chamber, Corvin’s lamp was still burning. Corvin was not beside it.

Krista stopped with both hands on the line.

— Soles.

She held the lamp to the knot. Above it, the rope was gray and soft with use. Below it, where they had just climbed, it was paler. Stiffer. Two ropes, joined inside the knot so neatly that a hand going down in the dark would never have found the seam.

— That isn’t the same rope.

She measured the next stretch with her arms, the way she measured photographs. Then again.

— Three meters. Not two. Below here, they’re all three.

Soles had known since the slope. His palms had counted it.

Soles looked down the passage. Sixteen knots, and they had counted every one. They had not been where they thought they were. They had been deeper. They had cut deeper.

— How far did we go? Tesa asked.

— I don’t know any more.

Behind them, down in the dark at the end of the paler rope, the rock began to tick.

Krista took Corvin’s lamp from the floor of the chamber. Nobody said his name.

— Up, Soles said. Krista first. Then Tesa. I’m last.

— Because you’ll argue otherwise, Tesa said.

— Because I’m slowest on a rope.

— That too.

The slope rose out of the chamber into the steam, the old gray line running up it in the lamplight. Twenty meters to the shelf. Ten knots of the old rope, two meters apart. That part, at least, they could trust.

Krista hung the lamp from her belt and took the line in both hands.

— Nine, she said, and started up.

Soles put his palm flat on the wall before he followed. The rock was warmer than it had been on the way down. Under his hand, very faintly, it ticked, the way a stove ticks when someone has just fed it.

He took the rope.

— Talk to me, Maxim said from Krista’s pocket. Anything. Shopping lists.

— Eight, Krista said.

— That’s a short list.

They climbed backward up wet stone, feet braced, the line burning through their gloves. Through what was left of Soles’s, it burned on raw palms. The steam was thicker now. It came up behind them in slow breaths, each one hotter than the last, and Soles could feel the dark blade on his hip lean back toward it every time, the way it had leaned toward the seam.

Not closed. Narrower. Awake.

He had gone in for one cut and pulled on something that pulled back. Whatever held the other ends had not let go when he did. It had only stopped being patient.

— Seven.

The ticking became a crack.

It came from above them, not below. A sound like a branch breaking in frost. Soles looked up past Tesa’s boots.

A slab of the roof had opened along a seam of its own. As wide as a door. It hung by one edge over the slope, over the rope, over Krista.

Then it leaned.

— Krista! Tesa said. Down!

Krista dropped flat against the slope. The slab came away.

Tesa did not climb out of its path. She climbed into it.

She jammed her left boot against the rope where it crossed a ridge of stone, locked her knee, and drove her right fist up into the falling rock from a hand’s width away.

There was no swing in it. There was no room. Only the short, ugly push he had watched her practice on a padded post, the one that hit harder than it had any right to.

The slab broke.

Half of it went past Krista’s head into the dark. The other half came down on Tesa’s shoulder and slid off her back, and then there was only dust and the sound of stone going on falling below them for a long time.

Tesa made no noise at all.

Soles was beside her before he decided to be. She was still on her feet, still braced against the rope, her right arm held out from her body as if it belonged to somebody else.

Her hand was wrong. The knuckles had gone flat. The wrist bent in a place where wrists didn’t.

— Tesa.

— Don’t, she said through her teeth. I’m counting.

— Counting what?

— How many things I can still feel. It’s a short list too.

She looked at the hand once, the way she looked at an opponent’s guard, and then away from it.

— After, she said. That’s how we do it.

He had heard her say it before, touching a glove that wasn’t there. It had belonged to the boxer once. Down here it belonged to her.

Above them Krista had lifted her head. Her face was gray with dust.

— Is she…

— Climb, Tesa said. Six. Go.

Krista went.

Below them, at the bottom of the slope, the chamber had begun to glow. Not lamplight. The color of the seam.

— Maxim, Soles said. We need a doctor on the bank.

— Already called one. You’ve got two minutes and a very bad road.

Soles took Tesa’s belt in one hand and the rope in the other. She climbed with her left hand and her legs, the right arm folded against her chest, and every time her boot slipped he felt it through the belt before she said anything. She never said anything.

Behind them, the heat came on. Not a breath now. A slow, steady pressure, like standing with his back to an open oven. The ticking had spread into the walls on both sides. When he put his knuckles to the rock for balance it was hot enough to sting.

It was not following them. It was getting bigger, and they happened to be in the way.

— Four, Krista called from above. Three. I can see the ring.

Then Maxim’s voice, not from the phone. From above. Real, and very close.

— Give me your hand, Tesa. The left one. I’m not an idiot.

The rope went taut from the top. Maxim was hauling. Soles felt Tesa’s weight lift off his arm, and then the slope was a ladder, and the ladder was cold iron under his gloves, and he came up into gray daylight with steam pouring off his coat.

Tesa sat on the shelf with her back to the rock and her arm in her lap, and did not look at it. Krista knelt beside her, already unwinding the scarf from her own neck. Maxim stood over all of them with the rope still looped around his forearm and his face the color of the snow.

Krista bound the hand against the hard cover of her notebook, wrapping the scarf around both, quick and tight, the way she tied up bundles of photographs. Tesa watched her do it.

— Next time, she said, the roof goes first.

Out on the river, the steam lay lower on the water than it had that morning. Soles noticed it and could not think what it meant.

Nobody spoke for the space of three breaths.

Then Maxim looked at the hole under the bank, and at the rope, and at Soles.

— Corvin came up twenty minutes ago, he said. He said you were right behind him.

Soles looked down at the line in his hands, at the torn gloves gone dark around it.

Twenty minutes ago they had been kneeling at the seam.

The doctor came back at eight to look at the hand, and stopped with the bandage half unwound.

He was the same man who had met them on the bank the night before, gray with sleep then and gray with something else now. He turned Tesa’s wrist toward the window.

— Move your fingers.

She moved them. Not much. Enough.

— Last night those knuckles were gravel, he said. I felt them.

— Maybe you were tired.

— I was. I’m not now.

The swelling had gone down by half. Under the purple there was a shape again, a hand’s shape, where yesterday there had been only damage. The doctor pressed along the bones with his thumb, slowly, and Tesa watched him do it with her jaw set.

— I’ll come back tomorrow, he said at last. Don’t use it. And don’t let anyone tell you it’s normal.

When he had gone, Krista wrote the time on the inside of her notebook cover and drew a line under it.

Soles knew what his own blade could give back and what it couldn’t. It had never closed a wound, not on him, not on anyone. Whatever was knitting Tesa’s hand, it had not come from him. His own palms, wrapped in strips of a pillowcase, stuck to the cloth every time he closed them. He put the thought where he kept things he could not use yet.

— Does it hurt? Soles asked.

— Less than it should.

She looked at the hand as if it belonged to someone she didn’t fully trust.

— That’s what bothers me.

Maxim had the length of pale rope across his knees. Soles had cut it below the splice on the way up, without quite knowing why; now Maxim was turning it in his fingers like a man reading a contract.

— Three-strand. Tarred core. Somebody’s paid good money for this.

He held it to the light.

— And there’s ink on the whipping. Lot number.

Tesa stayed at the house with the dogs. The doctor had said rest, and Mina settled it by lying across her feet. The others took the rope down to the detachment.

The detachment’s store was a cellar under the old customs post, cold enough to keep meat, smelling of oil and hemp. The storekeeper sat at a table by the stairs with a ledger, a lamp and the air of a man who had been told to give nobody anything.

Maxim walked along the racks without asking. He stopped at the third coil, lifted the tag, and laid the cut end beside it.

Same weave. Same tar. Same lot.

— Lovely rope, he said. Who’s had it?

The storekeeper put his hand flat on the ledger.

Krista smiled at him. It was a very good smile, polite and a little tired, the smile of someone doing an errand she found as boring as he did.

— The chief wants the store entries copied into the pilot report, she said. Everything since the autumn. He said you’d know which ones and we shouldn’t keep you.

It came out of her without a seam. Soles had heard her lie before, small kind lies to old men about photographs. This was different. This was beautiful, and it was not hers.

The storekeeper looked at her face, which gave him nothing to argue with, and turned the ledger round.

— He doesn’t usually send anyone, he said.

— He’s busy, Krista said. You know how he is.

The man plainly did. He let her read.

She found it in four pages. A requisition for thirty meters of new line, for the survey rope at the mill. Signed.

Soles knew the name. He had seen it at the bottom of both survey sheets, and on the board in the briefing room, with no time beside it in the out column.

The date was nine days after the man had gone down.

Krista put her finger beside the signature without touching it.

— Same loop, she said quietly. Not the hand on the survey sheets. Whoever did this presses at the bottom of the loop. He never did. He lifts.

She photographed the page, thanked the storekeeper, and went up the stairs ahead of them. On the landing she stopped and leaned her shoulder against the wall for a moment, eyes closed.

— You all right? Maxim asked.

— I’m fine.

She opened her eyes.

— I’m very good at that. I don’t like how good.

The chief was in the briefing room, under the map and the standing orders and the seven pages Krista had pinned there. On the back row, the cleaners were eating bread from paper. Corvin sat at the end with the case on his knees.

Soles laid the rope on the table. Krista laid her phone beside it, the requisition on the screen.

The chief looked at both. He did not look surprised.

— The old line was replaced after the frost, he said. Routine repair. The surveyor signed the order before he went down; the clerk put the date in late. It happens. Paperwork in this building is a disgrace, you’ve seen the desk I gave you.

It was a good answer. It had been ready.

Krista was watching his hands. His thumb had gone to the cap of his pen and was turning it, a quarter turn, back, a quarter turn.

Soles did not argue. He had learned something from the man in gray after all.

— Then you’ll want it in the report, he said. All of it. The splice, the spacing, the lot number and the date. Every finding in it.

He nodded at the wall, at the seven pages.

The pen cap stopped.

— And who gave you my store ledger?

— Access through the detachment to whatever the mission requires, Krista said. Page four. You were here when I pinned it.

The chief looked at the wall. Then at the bench, where his men had stopped pretending not to listen.

— Leave it with me.

— We’ll leave you a copy, Krista said. The original goes out tonight. Three days early.

On the back row nobody was eating any more.

They went out into the corridor. Behind them, a chair scraped. Corvin came out with the case under his arm and fell into step beside Soles as if they had always walked together.

He did not look at him. He spoke to the corridor in front of them.

— The man whose name is on that slip isn’t dead, he said. I saw him last week. In town. He saw me too.

Then he turned down the stairs to the yard, and was gone before Soles had decided whether to stop him.

Soles stood in the corridor with the cold coming up the stairwell. In a town this size, a man did not stay hidden for three weeks on his own. Somebody was keeping him.

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Cartea 2, cap. XII

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